I recently had a dream, and I woke from it with that feeling that I should write it down, and record it. This was the result of that writing. A poem that I have hesitated in sharing, yet decided today to throw it out there. I have such wonderful family and friends in my life that surround me with love and kindness... yet I do admit this topic wonders into my head from time to time, especially after a dream, such as the one this poem speaks of. Hope you enjoy:
I feel the weight of a dream, that was sent from the divine... Where I'm holding a son, that I know is mine... "With whom"? I ask, as I long for a reply, Yet silence falls, and I'm left waiting....wondering... "why"? Why can't I know whom this person will be...? The one who, in the end, will be standing by me. Why have the heavens closed to the answer that I seek? Why, Oh God, can't I just hear you speak? And so I wait and I pray, for that still small voice... Or maybe I'm wrong in asking...maybe it's completely my choice...? Patience to be learned, and confusion still inside... Yet I feel the weight of my dream, may I act, and not hide...!!